The Future You wanna Be

First serious blog hahaha

The program I join at school known as IB, recently had been handing out forums to choose a core subject for what you want to focus on. But since I'm not going to be in Indonesia after 10th grade, I won't be joining the IB diploma program any longer :'(((.

But it really had me thinking. With everyone fussing with subjects and core levels for their future jobs, or business. I never really thought of what i wanted to really really be in the future.

When I was 5 I wanted to be a Veterinarian (haha i can't picture myself as that XD)
When I was 7 I wanted to be a pianist (but currently my own sister is way better than me HAH the humorXD)
When I was 8 I wanted to be a ballerina (ppft yeah funny)
When I was 10 I wanted to be an artist(painting).
But my mom didn't support the artist idea so instead at 12 I wanted to be a Designer (but i don't have much taste)
So now that I am 15, I don't know what profession I want to do as long as its related to art haha.

Looking back at that list, Its funny how sure I was back then when now, I am sooo confused with what i wanna be. I look at my classmates, they all have their futures set, planned and all they have to do is work hard to achieve it.
And looking at little ol' me it makes me ponder long and hard with what i want to be.

Then Again i would be thinking too hard about it. My sister tells me: stop thinking about it!!
but i can't stop thinking about it haha.
I think its nice that people have real dreams and ambitions. Unlike me who is just waltzing around life with my hobbies hahaa.

Well, I still have 2 years till graduation. I still have time...I think XD

Just peachy

When you ask someone: hey whats up? how's life?

And then they go and say: Oh just fine ... you?

Oh just peachy...it's alright.

The big question... is that really true?

People just want more words to their statements of being fine. So, Are they really fine??

Few months ago, our youth group went and watched a movie. "to save a life"

it tells the story of a guy who had it all, popularity, friends, the girl. But things arent as they seem. His family was actually crumbling his parents were tempted to divorce. One day, an old friend of this guy was living a lonesome life. And he took the decision to commit suicide in school with a gun. It actually shook him. And new he is living regrets, If he had been there for him, would things be different now??

So how's life for me? Just peachy. But there was more to that in my eyes. People would believe what they would like to believe. And life isn't just peachy. Like everyone else. I get my average problems with friends, school, parents, sister and brother. And in truth, I need someone to be there for me.

The same goes for you

Maybe there is that kid at school who is the loner of the class, Maybe there is that kid in the back who is always alone thinking what it would be like to have friends and to laugh with everyone else.

Are you willing to take the risk of saving that one person?

Because to him/her things are NOT Peachy.

So how are you feeling? are you feeling PEACHY???